Hi, none of you know me, but I am Ted's wife, and, well, I'm trying to understand what happened to our life right now. Everything has fallen apart. You see, Ted killed himself last night, and I don't know why. He left no note, our relationship was great, he loved his two boys. We're even expecting a baby girl anytime now, but he's gone, and I'm alone. Why would he do this? Do any of you have any idea why? He didn't say anything, but I knew something was wrong.
All he would say to me last night was, "He said run the ball through AK, don't run the ball through AK . . . westkoast . . . He said it again, He actually said it again . . . Skander . . . he said it again . . . can he not say anything else? Same damn words . . . no meaning . . . no sense . . . it's too much."
He said basically that same thing over and over again. And then drove to the canyon, and they found him in his car, in the river. Please help me understand. I love him so much.